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Will she be the one
To understand my needs, and accept me with all my flaws and emotional healings? There is someone for everyone they say, and I try to keep my spirits high, and not let the day to day routine of my lonely existence show to those that I know. How could they know` I yearn for someone to fill the void? The void is not there by choice I can tell you that much! I have tried and been in many relationships. Furthermore, I once thought I found the one, but I was mistaken. The one for me will want to be with me and make arrangements to work that out. We will not put our trust in money or wait till everything is perfect before getting to that mutual state. I live day by day going through the motions, but deep inside I hope to find the one who gets me. She will see right though me, and love me even more! She will not make a big fuss over little things, and she will stop what she is doing and talk to me whenever` I am feeling not so quite right. She will be there for me, as I will be there for her, and in eachothers arms, we will find much happiness! She will encourage me with the words I love you, and her time. She will win my heart by doing these simple things. Some people seek fame to be happy, some people seek security to be happy, but we will be happy even when times are rough because we will have eachother to depend upon. There is no greater joy than having someone you can depend on in big and small matters. She will understand my difficulties and know how to sabotage my moods before they get out of control. I will have someone to hold in the night and share the days with. I will be glad doing the things she likes. She will not be depraved by my erratic ways, as she will know how to control me. She will never fear my love for her as something that hurts, but rather something that heals. She will be generous with her emotions, and I will gain insightful ways from her. She will not be selfish except upon her own space, but her space will always make room for me. She will be content to hold my hand when she would rather be holding my body. I would never deny her pleasure. In her love for me, I will find new passions and desire for wanting to live as my mind does not always do so well, and it needs a cheerleader once in awhile. Though I may do some stupid things, she will be understanding and willing to help me not do those stupid things~ in the future. Most important, she will allow me to be weak when I need the right to be tired and worn out. At those times, she will comfort me and set my mind at ease. She will have enough insight into my psyche to know that I am a multifaceted person, and she will love each one! She will not tire of me, and years after year, our love will grow stronger. We will embrace eachother as children who are best friends even if we live past 80. For, she will appreciate all that I do for her, and she will feel my love growing as she grows with me. The greatest thing will be conversations made with deep contentment and emotional endearment. Thomas A Sutor P O Box 2343 Lompoc CA 93436 Rockhawk.com |
All written word is "The Opinion" of Thomas A. unless otherwise noted...
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