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Why’d You do it?
To say I do not know is a lie; we are cowardly when we are challenged to confess a behavior. Especially if that behavior is bad… We will say all sorts of things far from the truth because we can not stand to be caught. We run the game of words with the full understanding of life at that moment! There are people who plan things out, and then there are those impulsive souls who can not wait to speak! Yet, saying words does not always make them right, actions make them right. And if your actions do not add up to your words, you are then a perplexed individual. Never given to any one purpose, you flounder through life with little ideas and little agendas too carry you through the day. Your mind is ever restless and seeking. What does it hope to find? Can you not be happy with the here and now and stop making plans for the future? You dreamers always find hope regardless of the circumstances, but I have seen your other side. The world may see you as strong and competent, yet I know your pain and confusion. Your mind does not work the way you would like, so you are always trying to fix it. I wish I could open your eyes to the beauty of the day, I wish I could turn off the incessant questions, but I most wish to hold you now. I see your pain and apprehension. Paranoia surrounds you like a dead tree. Its roots dug deep into superstition and comprehension. How I would love to let my fingers gently remove your every worry. I could lift you up and tell you things will work out. I do not judge you for I have my own fears to deal with. It is sometimes so dam hard to face myself. I can not see looking in the mirror for what I have become. A shapeless soul that wanders through the lives of others. They think they know me, but they only know a portion. To each individual I find accepting I find a friend. I wish I could be that trusting all the time. Yet, my mind is riddled with misconception and lack of agreement. I stand holding both sides of the coin without ever spending it. It takes unrestrained desires to get my attention, and I find that in you. If only fear did not exist, if only doubt did not exist, what a world it would be…`
Thomas A Sutor P O Box 2343 Lompoc CA 93436 Rockhawk.com |
All written word is "The Opinion" of Thomas A. unless otherwise noted...
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