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When Insanity Sinks a Little Deeper

 

Inevitably and without a doubt, I find myself once again racing to catch the thoughts inside my mind.  Why is it that I find it so difficult to be focused from day-to-day?  What is this incessant questioning that goes on?  If only my thoughts would gather up and always be firm, I would not have to doubt and wonder what is the best way to proceed with my future.  It seems I have so many choices and none of them are not without challenges and disappointments.  Indeed we all struggle in one form or another throughout our lifetime.  I find it most difficult planning the future while living in the present.

    I look back on the days of old when I was a younger person.  I had time than to put away $20 a month.  With regret, I still do not do that to this day.  Yet it is a logical and beneficial habit to acquire.  Money is the most important tool in acquiring a future filled with nice things.  It’s not the matter of morality, it is common sense and learning to be frugal that one acquires the habit.  And yet my mind is not acquiring this habit as easily as I would have liked.  In this loss my friends all understand and have lived in the same predicament.  Is that $20 so special that I must continually spend it?  Financial worries are usually of our own making by the choices we did not understand.

    As my health becomes a raging reminder of what happens, as the body gets older, do I take the time to comprehend the importance of watching what I do?  There will be inevitable accidents that will definitely come from the outside.  Yet, most of us realize in old age that we can cause internal damage because of habits and improper mindsets.  And even though we would feel much happier and joyful if we controlled our diets and did our stretches, we choose for the nearest fast food fattiness that our tongue delights in.  And as our body does remind us of what we have done, we rationalize the consequences~ hoping to be taken out swiftly, before the days of anguish and decay set in

    So here I am with a mind full of thoughts.  And there are darker and more disturbing characters inside each and “every one of us” as we indulge in the wholesale slaughter of our fellow man, woman, and child.  Pretending to be helpless, we look the other way.  It is not our problem, I’m not related to them, and they deserve it.  Therefore, what do we deserve for such attitudes?  Can we so pleasantly disregard the deaths that are happening in our world?  Sadly… yes we can.  It is that freedom of disassociation that we cherish media’s faraway eyes.  It’s never closer than the TV set and when it becomes too much, we can always change the channel.

 

Thomas A. SUTOR

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