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When I look at you Everything Stops
I see you smile, and I fade into comfortable surroundings. I see you talk, I hear your voice, and I feel your touch… This is the reason I love you. It is so simple. It is not complicated, and it is all I have. I do not wish to make you sad because that would make me sad. Yet, I am at the crossroad of soul searching. I am trying to find a place of acceptance and wanting. Wanting to be together, wanting to be playful, wanting to be free, and wanting to be in love with love returned at all levels. My kiss on your lips, your kiss on my lips… I am in ecstasy, I am alive and I am at peace. You calm all that is wrong in me, you help all that I fear, and you know how much I appreciate you. I am so misguided, I am so uncertain, and I need you to help me face this life. With mutual dependency, we can live together in marital bliss! What does it take to have such a marriage; as this you ask? It is quite simple: Honest motives. This is a place attainable in this life if we but trust one another. Trust does “not” say it is impossible.?. What causes love to fail in people is their indifference to the most healthy emotions of security, confidence, and maturity that if you truly loved your friend. You would go to them and live with them` instead of hanging out with strangers. Friends we know~ are the people we share our dark and distorted secrets with. Spoken word is ultimately the truth of our approach to life. One cannot continue to be untrue to their true feelings, why.., this is a recipe for madness! And who in their right mind would believe love had anything to do with unsure emotions? And certainly, I am very uncertain about my next actions. Almost like a coward, I hold onto something or someone in this physical world not realizing death has no rules. I should not waste my effort on trying to teach you my ways, I should accept yours. As with most wedded people, compromise seems to be a daily event in the relation, yet People have to understand we are always growing and changing. Change is not missed opportunity, it is ability and adaptability` put to the truth of the matter!
Thomas A Sutor P O Box 2343 Lompoc CA 93436 Rockhawk.com
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All written word is "The Opinion" of Thomas A. unless otherwise noted...
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