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Two
Sides of Conscience It
is the ultimate battle. That part
of my brain that says due not do that. While the other side debates the right.
It is wrong. Is it wrong because of my religion, or is it wrong because my
faith? For religion has too many of
its own self-seeking motives to try and make me conform. However, faith is an internal knowing that God does exist.
It is such a belief that those things that I know are wrong are the same
things others know are wrong. We
cover up our wrong with fancy words. So
many of us have secretes in places where we would not dare go today.
Realizing my faith is a record of my life and what I have done, I depend
heavily upon mercy of the creator. I
am insignificant, just a speck of dust in his ultimate destiny of life
hereafter. Religion
says conform to me and I shall get you into heaven! Faith says love your brother
as you love yourself. Religion says give your time and efforts to the church.
Faith says I’ll give my life for my friends.
Religion holds strong political power in all our nations.
Faith holds the heart of the true believer of which I am one.
My faith extends beyond the boundaries of America, beyond the confines of
China, beyond the sadness of Europe, and beyond hate in the Middle East.
I am faith! I wield a mighty sword! Do not stand in my way, for there is
no man-made building that can stop me. There
is no military might however corporately financed, that can stop the belief in
me. I bring home all of God’s
little children. And
when I pray, I do not worry about what I have to say to my creator.
I am humble for I know he sees right through me, and judges my motives
from the aged 13 on… what religion will protect me from the judgment’ of my
life? What religion will stand
before God’ and plead my case? If
you know what religion, than tell me how to meet his son.
For the son of man is a brother to his soul.
My soul yearns for the days of my youth when I was a child without
restraint. Surely the happiness and
joy in those days, I shall never forget. It
is my faith that holds fast that child like behaviors of innocence, repentance,
and serving brings forth faiths true ability, to help me become meek and humble.
There is a firmness into faith that can secure my conscience to my eldest
age. When
the moon has set for the final time on my life, I will not worry, I will not be
grieved, I will not feel bitterness, my heart will have lived a life filled with
love. It is my greatest hope that
my life can serve only one purpose and that is to be true to love.
It is my faith, it is my hope, it is my love~ that God rewards and
punishes. He must show me the error
of my ways so that my love will one day be perfected.
It was at this moment… that I put down my rock, and decided’ not to
throw it at the adulterer. I had
thought she had did something so much worse than I have.
I am nobody’s Judge! It is wrong for me to hate someone I do not even
know. How foolish I was to judge
her so quickly that I looked for the biggest rock I could find. Lord forgive me. Thomas A. SUTOR P.O. Box 2343 Lompoc CA 93438 Rockhawk.com
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