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Soul
Mate Out
of the trillions of people I could feel love for, I feel a deeper love only for
you. You cause my madness to go
away. You help me to see myself and
learn. You encourage me to no
longer be scared. A priceless
freedom when one is no longer living in fear.
I had built the walls to protect me from harm of others.
I was quite sure I would be safe if I only trust myself.
Though my nights might be lonely, I would not be hurt.
Sadly I was becoming independently indifferent to the ways of romance. The softness and the innocents was slowly becoming harsh and
abrasive. That I would have lived my life only for me.
To what gain? You
have shown me that friendship is truly the essence of understanding.
Even at times when I was not making sense you would hold me and accept me
and guide me tell I was focused. My
outlook of life was losing all touch with spirituality.
My mind focused on material only. I
began to believe the world and that the ways of the world would bring the
happiness. I would work myself up
into a Kingdom. I work myself into
a sanctuary. I would work and work
and work… You told me to stop, you told me to play, you told me~ relax.
I began to see than that the most important thing in life was
companionship. A companionship that
was built on trust. It
would be nice to know that on the day I wrote this, 20- 30- 50- years from now I
would still recite it with tears of gratitude.
Grateful for the love that heals my soul, grateful for the love that
helps my mind, grateful for the love that never accused me.
It is this type of love that I have volunteered for, but until I met you
I was only giving myself away. I
would gladly have one love that was greater than the rest and know that it was
you. You make me feel as if I am love. I would never sell myself cheap, I would not settle for
imitations; I would not discourage my heart away from selfish actions.
I have learned love is a service that I’m allowed to give to another.
It is a great creator who designed love. We
will all love greatly~ “only once.” I
know of one who has captured my heart. I
know this love is so great that to lose it would be a devastation to my soul. If I allow fear and uncertainty too much thought, I’m
afraid even my soul mate could not bring me back.
I will hold onto faith filled with hope that together we can overcome
anything. Rich or poor, health or
sickness, anger or happy, we will remain honest. Security is found in the honest love that is held together by
hope, faith and charity. In the
next life is a world filled with either angels or devils, but while we are here
I hope that we have the time to experience a little bit of both. Thomas A. SUTOR P.O.
Box 2343 Lompoc CA 93438 Rockhawk.com
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All written word is "The Opinion" of Thomas A. unless otherwise noted...
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