My One Dearest True Love

How every night I think of you. You are the wisdom in my heart. You are the comfort to my soul. You are my ultimate destination. For my love is confided in confidence. I have walked through lives and brought the healing touch of kindness. I am filled with the spirit that believes in goodness, righteousness, and endurance. Life may decide to turn rigidly evil upon me, and I must face that as a child of God. There is no fear: for my trust in God is more powerful than my understanding. I believe that the superiority of love will conquer all. Any religion worth its congregation, religious temple, or true patriotism, must be a force that brings people together~ to do good.

Accepting that I’m a child of God, I find myself no longer afraid of change. The winding roads, the mysterious attacks, even the changing of the guard no longer imbalance my emotions. I must be able to feel a hand of another in prayer. It is through this mythical ritual that I commune with ancient spiritual forces. I am in full remembrance of the most important touchstone of my ideology. In this power I have the ability to care about others. I’m no longer ashamed to help the hopeless. I will look at the sacrifice made by my friend. He has been cursed for all time to come. He did this for me. He did It "even though" to this day I still commit things that are disturbing, to my person. He is encouraging and forgiving. I should never fool myself about morality and why it's wrong to steal, rape, abuse the handicap, or take advantage of another.

Love demands that I hate evil. I’m not confused about what true evil is; it consists of the selfish heart. A place where evil resigns is with those who continually lie. For they bastardize the word. Taking no regret from distorting the truth. These people try to convince themselves of their own lies. However, it is a known fact that lying’ is a choice. Yet many lost souls live the greatest lie~ by not learning how to love. Love never deceives... It’s dangerous to enter into the world of lying. Once in, you may not to know how to get out. For while guile is being practiced, and many people get lucky with attaining "niches" that way, positions of power, or indulging in forbidden practices, that person may never- return to a more solar existence.

But I am not that person’ now am I? I have learned to not let the devil deceive me; his power upgraded in his ability to infiltrate unguarded millions. When he convinces us our pride is not dangerous, we begin to walk away from the path of love. I respect myself too much to ever stop learning about love. Because the education has shown me, that I truly am responsible for the development of myself. At times I think I understand what love is… Regardless of how difficult the mystery, and never mind the many trials and tribulations along way, in realizing my need to be true to my soul, I’ll never surrender good behavior, fairness, or trusting others. It is my ability to trust in God that I have freed my mind from the chains of worry. It is because I trust my friends that I have learned to trust myself. And in trusting myself, I have learned to trust love.

Thomas A. SUTOR

P.O. Box 2343

Lompoc CA 93438

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