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MY Christian Princess
Out of the moonlight beams that filter from the sky, she fell into my soul with heart and understanding. I was not sure of what I wanted, but I was tired of hurting. Tired of rejection, and tired of life… When inspiration comes upon us, most people do not follow what their spirit is telling them. They allow old memories and old traumas to ruin the joy of today. I was one such person caught up in all my personal petty thoughts.
For me being a man of conscientious objection to the injustices of life, her kind eyes were a breath of fresh air. She has struggles, and they far out way the majority of people in life, yet she is not pessimistic! In all her struggles and all her sadness, she continues to smile and trust. A person after my own ideologies in the fact that no one controls the universe but God. Although we do not see God the same way, she is open minded enough to appreciate my point of view. She accepts me as I am, and I accept her as she is.
Fear, darkness, and depression have for too long controlled my intimate relationships. I was without the will to believe I would ever find a woman who would fit my mold. One of laughter and playfulness, one who works and shares, and one who can say the words I love you without stipulations. She sought me out, and I held her hand. Like lightening and magic, I knew she moved me instantly! Her faith is good, and I know she will help many people of the church focus on Love. I do not find prejudice or cynicism in her words.
My pain and my troubles have not changed; still, I do not have to face them alone, or without a partner. She will have her life, and I will have mine, and we both will do a lot of good in the world. I have found someone to inspire me, and I pray I give her the needs she has been looking for. I am glad I never stopped trusting, for it would have been a tragedy not to have gotten to known her. There is much work ahead for us as we seek to make a comfortable and safe romantic reality. I do not fear~ for she is as human as I am. My mind is at peace whenever she comes my way.
Thomas A Sutor P O Box 2343 Lompoc CA 93438 Rockhawk.com |
All written word is "The Opinion" of Thomas A. unless otherwise noted...
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