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Let Go? You can not deal with the separation, so you create a new world that involves memory suppression. For memories hold our beliefs and our dreams. How sad it is when we can not have the one we love. It seems to affect man and woman, it seems to affect man and man, and it seems to affect woman and woman. You find this one person and all your rational thinking goes away! You can not be bothered with reality; you have just seen a dream. They smile and something inside you clicks! Awaken` you go forth in total unawareness as to where love will lead you. You think love has a plan and it is not just another erratic emotion that affects the conscience in a particular way. People can try to deny, people can self deceive, and people who fail to find love in another have many difficult paths. Instead of the wonderful unity of working together, they live apart and find ways to deal with the day. A garden, a pet, and a place that allows me still to love you. It is my place and no one can tell me to turn it off. This is my ability to let love help me because I seem to be stuck in the choice of living alone. A place one can get used too, yet I have always had a friend or family member in my life. It is my nature to live with someone. To share and cooperate at a stable home when.., I am not going mad. Yet to find someone who appreciates you for you is a very nice feeling. It can make the years go by and not seem too lonely. Some lovers are meant to be together and others will struggle to find a common ground. One that is acceptable to both parties. This is not an easy place when both know what is best for the other! These kinds of people are not proud as much as unwilling to take chances. It is better to stick with what you know than take a chance on the love of a lifetime. It will bring memories quite different than had the chance. It will formulate to your mind, and you will only think back on what if? I can not allow myself to believe life does not have some order and purpose. It is this purpose that I now put myself to task. I can spend my time on romantic pursuits, or I can dive into my art and develop that to the highest stages of mastery! It is life` to bend and mold us. Some will not bend, some will not be molded, and sometimes two masters cannot share the same love. As it would be to share our country with other countries without some give and take. Yet, it comes down to the binding principle of trust. Once trust is broken, it is very hard to return to a place of peace. If the reasoning was for a just cause, or a desperate situation, we could withhold ourselves for a little time and probably not harm the intimacy. Yet if intentional deception has been committed, is it not the Souls right to tell the host its truth? So we tell our comrades that we are fine and all is well. We do not show them our times alone, reading thoughts shared by someone so special it was but a once upon time when love controlled all.
Thomas A Sutor P O Box 2343 Lompoc CA 93438 Rockhawk.com |
All written word is "The Opinion" of Thomas A. unless otherwise noted...
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