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Inflection
I start out the day with insecurity and indifference. Quite a mind set if you ask me. Why must I Chase my feelings and be unable to catch one? I would love to always feel confidant, but not to the point of arrogance. I just do not know who I am. I have lived and watched the years go by… What do they mean, and who are they for? I See people who follow the false religions made by man. I have never seen GOD, nor have you! We can be sure if we really saw God, we would be committed to a sanitarium as we go on a quest to find magical futures` for heaven. I do not have to speak for you; I speak for me. I am lost; I can not find purpose or meaning in this defiant planet. Survival of the fittest? At times, I can agree with an officer who was angry to be called on a suicide threat. Saying, why should I risk my life for him? Let him kill himself. People do kill themselves. I have known of a few. One was very close and hurt. She made her choice, and I cannot blame her. For, I am of the same inflection. I talk to myself in ways that most fear. At least, I am not wanting to hurt others. I think those who choose to harm others are doing it for sport. Ones who take their life go someplace that “we will all” arrive at eventually. Death. Many cultures are approaching this phenomenon differently. Religions makes for a great imagination and loss of all respect toward scientific facts. There are many things in life that are not theories. These things have been tried and true and manipulated to our human pleasure. Our sorcery of TV preachers and Internet Satanism, influences only 45% of the world’s population. Most people live in the world they are born into. They will be taught what to believe’ as I was taught to believe, by those who are older. Traditions hold magic on religious institutions. People do not learn to be free of guilt in these environments, they are taught guilt. Yet, when one no longer has guilt. When one changes their life to reflect what society wants. When one works hard to make it~ each day. I feel that as a person, we get tired. I get tired and can no longer face another day. There is no one to carry my burden, and it is mine alone. When heaven and hell are taken away, death has no more power over an individual. Life is temporary, but some cultures are better at enjoying it. My culture is in a stage of disbelief. The world is beginning to realize there is no GOD. That we are here, and we do not know whence we come from. I must say that I can I relax and feel safe. I want to live. Luckily, I am not destined to be filled with fear and the daily anxiety of palatines hopelessness…
Thomas A Sutor P O Box 2343 Lompoc CA 93436 Rockhawk.com |
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