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If only tears were not a necessity. I could contend with my heart that all is well, I could convince my mind to realize my world, and I could tell my soul no! Once to often… Tears must fall. When we are apart from the one we love, we sometimes do questionable behavior. Any one who is honest’ cannot say they have been perfectly faithful unto the point of’ till death do us part. We have our secrets, and we have our honesty. Yet, at some point one just knows that this one “is the one” who can understand me, and accept me. I know how hard it is to find people to accept me. I am sometimes left defenseless` to the pain of separation… It slides comfortably down into the pit of my stomach as I ache to hold you and look into your eyes again. Me~ mortal, my life is fine, but with you in it, it is so much more fuller! You fill me with hope and inspiration! I do not want to live as those do who have learned to live alone. I want you beside me whenever it is convenient. As we talk about our needs, I am learning your needs are very strong indeed. I am sorry when I do things to make you worry about my mind, and motives. Our sexes are different, and our social circles are different, but we are inseparable. Crunched in divine magic, our souls fly to eachother. Yet alone from you, I am filled with strong appearance, if you could see my eyes, you could be reassured of my concern. If you could hold my hand and ask any question, you would know if I was telling the truth. “If” is not a very good substitute for an answer: to a difficult lifestyle. We have managed to pay the bills, find food and shelter, and we are truly lucky to be born in America with freedoms unknown to the vast population of the planet. We can choose to love, and I know you choose me, and I know I choose you. We are quite different, but we know how to look at eachother as changing, developing, human beings. Our education proves to us we can do what ever we want because we have access to the answers. Our love was built on a Human Nature. This is the nature that gets hurt when the one we love does something “without thinking”. And it hurts us that` they do not understand the new reality when words spoken as a couple: means the rules have changed. This is a good thing, as it reinforces two lovers --- the ability~ of higher levels on trust and testacy! Emotional, Mental, and Physical. I hold you close even though you are so many miles away! I weep with tears of longing, and then I get myself together to face another day and wonder’ what situations will present themselves today? I do not worry, because the one who cares for me lets me know to ‘slow down and think matters through’. I wait patently for the day when we will unite once again.
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