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No one can take my position on the grand scale of life.  I have to be determined and definite about my future and how I will approach it.  I will not limit myself to self determined ideals. I will invoke my faith and insight to the power of emotions.  I’ll realize that emotions all have been given sacred place in the soul. As age has taught me that justice is an emotion, that truth is an emotion, that persistence is an emotion.  All these attitudes can define my character and instruct me in the ways of wisdom.  I need not fear anyone or anything but my God.  Only the creator is in my reverence, he fills my being with power and ability.

    When I focus on my creator, my talents, my gifts, and my inspiration become a second nature to my being.  I do not doubt my abilities, I do not doubt my persistence, and I do not doubt good.  I have enough common sense to understand what behavior will help me succeed in life.  It is the disciplines of saying thank you and you’re welcome that become an empowered and more elastic moral person.  For when I care, it is no thought. I love freely all of human kind and leave the judgment of their souls for the here and hereafter to those more qualified than I.  In my secret disposition I have no authority to challenge the dictates of God’s infinite mercy.  I’m secure in knowing that my father in heaven has set a way of life that I enjoy.

    Many times I have heard it said you do not need to go to church to believe in God.  I agree and say further you do not need to go to church to reach out and help people in your neighborhood.  If we truly wish to proclaim our self-righteousness let’s do so secretly.  No one should boast of his abilities, no one should take pride in themselves only, no one should fear love.  With God’ all understanding is revealed in the faith of a child.  Once again, innocent in thoughts of whom I am.  I have been through the battles of life, and I have made it to the other side.  My mind no longer ravaged by thoughts or conscience because I have made peace with my God.  His reward is only peace of mind.  A most priceless human endeavor.  For my soul understands how to attain this…

    In all humility I must always give credit to God.  He created me, he gave me this mind to make choices and decide my future, he installed passions and desires to keep me going in my darkest hour, and he installed reason and intellect so I’ll never have to be alone.  It is for this reason that I try to be trustworthy and honest.  I appreciate the lifestyle that does not have to be lived behind lies.  For God knows my every thought, and he understands my motives for each inner secret I hide.  It’s no wonder then that the price of my freedom had to come down to human sacrifice.  I am a witness to the sacrifice of my lord who died for my sins.  I pray he always guides me to the places I can be of most help to those around me.  Serenity in service and salvation.

 

Thomas A. SUTOR

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