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I am an Ambassador to myself
It is the sweet things that I enjoy in life! The taste of candy! The lusciousness of a good Steak, and the women to whom I kiss… It would be unfair to neglect what has made me happy in the time it takes to laugh. I am one who does not always know what the best direction is. I question myself and my life, but I still do not falter in my love` or devotion. These spiritual tools that we use are sanctified by the most high. It was Gods intention for us to love and live and listen. I hear the words she says, and I treat her as an equal. I treat all my true friends as Equals. Inside me’ I feel her thinking of my life, she is wondering what I am up to today, what drama will unfold? I count my blessings that today, her and I` can see eye to eye. We did not have a chance the first time we met. Life’s circumstances said no, and we were forcefully made to comply. I yearned for her touch day after day, I wanted her, and I heard her speak to my mind, and tell me the things she can imagine! I was too confused at the time. So was she. Yet, it all came to be a past memory… Today is much more important. We have decided to enjoy friendships and lovers and individuals, I guess you could say we have a three-fold relationship! One filled with ideas and meetings and writtings~ We do not limit our search for love to be only “one flavor”. There are many ways to love someone that has, as much value as marriage, and it is not your concern what we do anyway. We are in Love and take responsible actions in our lovemaking, communication, and ability to fight fear. It takes time to change, and sometimes I am not so easily convinced honesty will solve all my problems. Even though we have these reservations and privacy, it does not diminish the true connection or attraction. This is a romance made of hard work and sacrifices. Many people live together, but it is only those who live happily together` that get it. We live together in a mindset. Our nights are not spent holding eachother every night; there are months and years between visits. Yet, we have found this to be satisfactory for eachother. I could love no one the way I love her. It is not a choice; it is a fact. A woman and a man as equals, this is the utopian society. Where we can begin to do away with suppositious religious beliefs, and return to our passionate and physical selves. We are good people, and work hard to pay our way through life!! We enjoy our status as rebellious renaissancers ~ high on love! A world filled with care and concern, we “hold to eachother” in prayer and meditation. Because God has atoned our lifestyle, and we are free of the sexual misconceptions…
Thomas A Sutor P O Box 2343 Lompoc CA 93436 Rockhawk.com |
All written word is "The Opinion" of Thomas A. unless otherwise noted...
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