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Death
will embrace me like a Lover. When time has had
its way with me, and the world has ravaged my soul, I’ll not fear the
underworld. Life that illustrious
gift of so many have is forever and eternally~ temporary. Maybe we come back to
this planet over and over again living different lines each time.
Maybe there is no God and this is but a onetime event.
Maybe there’s a God with a plan that can be read by the faithful.
It is the human consensus that we do all eventually judge what behavior
is appropriate and what behavior is hurtful to another and to our world at
large. To disregard the
instructions of forgiveness, tolerance, and brotherhood, even people of the same
race will destroy one another through nuclear annihilation. If people could realize that the things we fight
over on this planet are only shadows of hatred, we would fight no more.
Why I ask you? Would anyone wish to be filled with hate, bitterness,
vengeance, and revenge all the days of their life?
I would rather try to understand and seek a mutual agreement that was
beneficial to all the people of both governments. The nuclear arsenal has been distributed amongst many nations
on this planet. I’m grateful for
judgment of using that weapon, will hopefully never fall on me.
One would think, if this is the only life we have, we would realize
destroying another takes away from the human experience.
One would think if people believe in God, they couldn’t rationalize the
destructive nature of war. I’m
one. I choose not to fight and harm
another. For me, the transition from this life to the next
will be as if I have finally come to grips with reality.
The reality- we all share. I do not fool myself into thinking that there
was not an intelligent universal design that holds us accountable to our
thoughts. It is our inner mind that
we all fear; especially, if we know we have done despicable things to another
regardless of our self-righteous interpretation of religious books,
inspirational preachers, and common sense.
We have obtained judgment because we have been judging others all our
lives. I choose to try and judge in
a very definitive way. My mind set
will be used to judge me in the next world “according to my belief.”
It is for this reason that I do my best to forgive and heal. In helping
others, I do good while I’m here. It
gives me peace of mind doing charities and doing kindness. As for those who say life has been nothing but
misery, I will remind you I live with a neurological disorder that keeps my body
and a constant state of severe physical pain, psychological distress, and mental
fatigue. If I can find a way to be
happy in such circumstances, what prevents you from moving ahead in your own
circumstances? I will embrace death
as a lover. A lover that will
embrace me in strong caring arms. A
lover who will forgive all my unbelievable disturbing behavior.
A lover who cannot love me if I refuse to forgive.
I will not spend my time worrying about the next life, I’ll do what I
can to make society, friends, and family; if it is possible, to have a better
future. No one will hold it against
me. For I am only judged by my own guilty conscience.
I’ll do whatever I can, right now, every day, to not have one. Thomas
A. SUTOR P.O.
Box 2343 Lompoc
CA 93438 Rockhawk.com |
All written word is "The Opinion" of Thomas A. unless otherwise noted...
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